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02:10am 23/12/2008
 

i never thought i would say this but....i miss maritime :( i miss the ocean. i miss the ship :( seriously i need to go out on the ater right now or i will go crazy. where is the ocean breeze every morning when i wake up? where are the sounds of the ship's horns coming through the canal? where are all the red and green lights to indicate the port and starboard sides of the huge cargo ships cruising past my school? i miss it. i dont miss the regimental lifestyle at all though haha.
but now im bored and cant sleep and havent checked this in like 3 months and found an unfinished survey so ill just do that for now.




Nice to meet you, I'm:
Maura


Okay, who was the last person who held your hand?
i dont even know.

And who the last person to text you?
nick? i think. maybe jersey?

If you could change your eye color what would it be?
i wouldnt 

How many pillows are on your bed?:
3. (two for me and one folded up for inspectionsevery morning) and at home i have like 5 haha.


Is there someone you can't stop thinking about?
no not really haha


When's the last time you cried?
i dont remember. i havent cried over not making sea term yet but i know i will.


When was the last time you laughed really hard?
tonight with annmarie.


What's the longest you've ever talked on the phone?
im not big on talking on the phone maybe like 2 hours?


How many 20 dollar bills do you have on you right now?:
none.


Whats your mood? Why?
tired. cause its 2:30 in the morning.


Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a C?
yeah i went out with a corey for over 8 months.

How did you get your last bruise?
POUNDING ON THE UPPER CLASSMENS DOORS BEFORE VIKINGGGG BATHHHH 08!!!!!


Who was the last person that sang to you?
annmarie in the car haha


What are you excited about?
winter breakkk!!!


Who is in your house right now?
parens and little sisters.

Are your lips chapped?:
yeah kinda


Who is the last person that commented/messaged you on myspace?:
uh megan i think? im more into facebook.

What' s your favorite season?:
fall? i dont know i like them all.



Who was the last person you leaned or rested on?
annmarie. i fell alseep on her bed while she was on the phone with jersey tonight haha.


Has it snowed recently?
YEAH AND I GOT STUCK AT SCHOOL FOR AN EXTRA DAY BECAUSE OF IT! but im home now!


Favorite colors?:
green.


Do you dance in cars?
ALL THE TIME!.



What are you listening to?
nazareth


Do you wanna have children?
yeah. i want a little liam padraig!



If so how many?
im not sure yet. i guess however many i get?



If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
yeah.


Do you lead people on?
i like to think i dont.


Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?:
mmmhmmm


What are you doing tomorrow?
nothing so far but something will come up


Do you know anyone who has messed up your life?
haha me?


Do you have a best friend?
A few


Do you have any siblings?:
Brothers
3 sisters

What are you doing tonight?:
sleeping if i can ever fall alseep.



Are you wearing jewelry?
yeah



Where is your shirt from?
mass maritime


Have you made anyone laugh when they were crying?
yeah

Are you happy?
mmhmm

Are people annoying?
yeah and if they annoy me i let them know hhaah

Where were you last night?
shoveled, went for a run, showered and slept.


Has anyone ever sang to you?
yesssss 


Who will you be sleeping with tonight?
no one im home.



Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
greg when he called earlier


Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
i guess you could call it that.

When was the last time you smiled?
all the time

What are you NOT looking forward to?
winter term...ew......


Do you plan on moving out next year?
im away at college if that counts. like away way. not this hour away and less than hour away bullshit.


Are you a forgiving person?
im irish i hold mad grudges.


How late did you stay up last night?
midnight?

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
i miss my ocean<3 i would move there. cape cod is where its at!



Do you prefer to call or text?
TEXT

Can you live a day without TV?
yeah. i do every day at mass maritime.


When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
when i found out i couldnt go on sea term


Has anyone ever told you they were in love with you?
yes'm


When is the next time you'll hug someone?
not sure


Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
to a point. im hoping the ship sinks or catches fire this year since i wont be on sea term so i will feel better about not going.


How long was your last phone call?
5 minutes maybe?


Are you afraid of roller coasters?
yes'm.but i can take a ship in the nastiest weather which is actually worse for motion sickness.


Are you the same as you were a year ago?
no. that was a stupid question.


Are you taller than your mom?
no im a shawty


Who was the last person you talked to?
annmarie


Honestly, how many people have you really fallen for?
no one really



now im gonna try and sleep. again.

 
     
2.00 [{be a king for a day}]
 
oh hey   
10:07am 02/09/2008
 


you all went to these fluff colleges.

i just got back from boot camp.
for college.

ive done more in those two weeks than youll ever do in your life.
ever put out a fire?
ever brought a ship to dock?
ever woken up at 4:45 every morning to do pt and run 3-4 miles?
didnt think so.

finishing is the greatest feeling you will ever get.


mofo every morning. room inspections every morning.
but hey when im freaking driving cruise ships and you have some queer job sitting at some boring desk desk all day ill laugh at you cause ill be out seeing the world.

oh by the way im going to the bahamas this winter. i have to. sea term for school.
 

 
     
1.00 [{be a king for a day}]
 
i'll be sleeping   
07:43pm 06/02/2008
 
mood: amused

1. Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
yeah, i kinda still want to but it would be a waste since theyre not allowed at mma

2. Does a kiss make you feel better?
it depends haha

3. Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
no

4. Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
before

5. What did you do today?
i went to school and didnt have to work so it was nice haha

6. Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower?
yeah

7. Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?
nopeeeeeee
8. Have you ever thought about your death?
actually yes

9. Have you ever had a dream you were falling?
yeah all the time haha.

10. Would you rather be in a permanent relationship or play the field?
it all depends. who would it be with? where would it be?

11. What is your favorite sport to watch?
softball and baseball. i get so into them.

12. What color is your shower curtain?
flowerssssss

13. Have you ever had stitches?
nope. but i was supposed to when i cracked my head open.

14. How long ago did you hug someone?
in school. i hug all my friends.

15. Why is your myspace song, your song?
cause i really like it and its my favorite project 86 song

16. How is your Ex?
he's good? i guess. i saw him like 2 weeks ago haha ben.

17. Who is your number 1?(myspace)
central varsity softball..yeah we have a myspace haha

18. Who is your number 2?
tyler durden (fight club haha)

19. Who is your number 3?
annmarizzle

20. What are you doing tomorrow?
school, orthodontist

21. Have you ever given money to a homeless person?
nopeeee

22. Have you ever run over an animal?
YEAH, IT WAS A LITTLE RABBIT

23. Whats your favorite cereal?
apple jacks

24. Have you ever had an Oreo with peanut butter?
yeah after i saw it on survivor i wanted to try it haha

25. What are you doing this moment?
this

26. Would you kiss someone of the same sex for 100 bucks?
it depends

27. Where’s your favorite place to be?
the beach (cape cod)

28. What’s your favorite song?
i love them all. but anything elvis or johnny cash

29. Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker?
i hate coffee. but um..yeah

30. Have you ever thrown shoes on a telephone wire?
i tried once but they didnt wrap around and came down and hit me haha

31. Have you ever been skinny dipping?
nopeeee

32. Have you ever climbed up a water tower?
not yet

33. Do you dream in black and white?
no

35. Do you snore?
maybe?

36. Have you ever thought about being a model?
no theyre skanks

37. Are you a redneck?
no...)ecxept in the summer when i get really sunburned on my neck. haaaaaaaa. get it?)

38. Funniest thing you heard all day?
its like going to the zoo-dave on drag shows

39. Have you ever gotten a mosquito bite on your face?
yeah

40. What are you afraid of?
mass maritime haha

41. What does the 10th text message in your inbox say?
"I got so baked last night"-jesse

42. What does the 10th message in your outbox say?
"i have no power. it sucks"

43. Do you like someone?
alot haha

44. Do they know you like them?
some might

 
     
[{be a king for a day}]
 
   
01:20am 29/12/2007
 
mood: relieved
I GOT ACCEPTED INTO MASS MARITIME!!!!!


i found this out at the catch 22 show. haha.

IM SO EXCITED RIGHT NOW YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
 
     
2.00 [{be a king for a day}]
 
so   
09:53pm 16/09/2007
 
mood: confused

one week short of 7 months.
its over.


but its weird cause like we still talk and we're friends.

but theres this whole other story going on but i believe corey nd not the other boy.
 we'll see.

 
     
[{be a king for a day}]
 
   
04:48pm 11/09/2007
  there was a decorated general with
a heart of gold, that likened him to
all the stories he told
of past battles, won and lost, and
legends of old a seasoned veteran in
his own time

on the battlefield, he gained
respectful fame with many medals
of bravery and stripes to his name
he grew a beard as soon as he could
to cover the scars on his face
and always urged his men on

but on the eve of a great battle
with the infantry in dream
the old general tossed in his sleep
and wrestled with its meaning
he awoke from the night
just to tell what he had seen
and walked slowly out of his tent

all the men held tall with their
chests in the air, with courage in
their blood and a fire in their stare
it was a grey morning and they all
wondered how they would fare
till the old general told them to go home

[CHORUS:]
I have seen the others
and I have discovered
that this fight is not worth fighting
I have seen their mothers
and I will no other
to follow me where I'm going

Take a shower, shine your shoes
you got no time to lose
you are young men you must be living
go now you are forgiven

but the men stood fast with their
guns on their shoulders not knowing
what to do with the contradicting orders
the general said he would do his own
duty bout would not extend it not further
the men could go as they pleased

not a man moved, their eyes gazed straight ahead
till one by one
they stepped back and not a word was said
and the old general was left with his
own words echoing in his head
he then prepared to fight

[CHORUS]

go now you are forgiven

 
     
[{be a king for a day}]
 
   
04:57pm 05/09/2007
  im watching snakes on a plane.  
     
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mmm   
11:48pm 24/08/2007
 

6 months<3

yesterday. so im a day late.


i dont care what sexist people think. i WILL get my master, unlimited oceans license. so screw you old men who say thats not fit for a girl.

 
     
[{be a king for a day}]
 
life   
10:29pm 26/07/2007
 

life right now is really good. 

i never update this. ever.

so here we go.


corey is great. 5 months and 3 days strong<3 but who's counting?
I SAW TRANSFORMERS. i loved the transformers before but after watching it ive decided to change my name to optimus prime.

guardings good, saved another life. fresh acres is good. i guess.




ive decided to hang out with my friends more this summer. cause its like half over and i only hang out with corey and katelyn and annmarie and like 3 other people. cause they're my closest friends and katelyns leaving for college.

 

anways i have nothing else to say

 
     
[{be a king for a day}]
 
   
05:40pm 04/06/2007
  im still here

dont worry, im still alive.

i love the a*teens
 
     
1.00 [{be a king for a day}]
 
bored after my game   
05:23pm 20/04/2007
 

1. Ever kissed a blonde haired, blue eyed person?
no

2. Can you see a phone right now?
haha yeah.

3. What are you listening to?
armed with a mind-HAVE HEARTTTT

4. Where is it coming from?
the computer?

5. Last thing you ate?
a potato. no lie

6. What was the last thing you saw on TV?
the news

7. Who was the last person other than family you saw?
my softball team

8. Song stuck in your head?
the have heart song im listening to

9. Last movie you went to?
blades of glory.

10. Do you have a tan right now?
no im actually burnt frm being in the sun during my game..

11. Do you dance while getting ready for... whatever?
sometimes

12. What are you wearing?
my softball uniform.

13. What is the most people you've been in front of?
i have no idea. probably when i got onstage at steuby

14. Have you ever watched the show RockStar?
no thats stupid

15. Have you ever taken a bath/shower while you were drunk or high?
naw haha

16. Do you like techno?
not really. it depends on the song

17. Have you ever been to a night club?
nooooo. not my type of place

18. What is one country you want to go to?
IRELANDDDDDDDDDDDD

19. Have you ever made out on a plane?
No. ive never even been on a plane. im more of a boat person

20. Have you ever jumped up on a stage that a band was playing on?
; ] 

21. Do you have leadership skills?
it depends

22. Are you musically inclined?
not really. no.

23. Have you ever sat on a roof and looked at stars?
yupppp

24. Ever done that while talking on the phone to a girlfriend/boyfriend?
nopeeeee

25. Does the song Stairway To Heaven make you sad?
no i love love love that song. theres a lady whos sure, all that glitters is gold and shes buying a stairway to heavennnnn

26. Do you have alcohol in your room?
naw

27. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
corey?

28. Do you have any instruments in your room?
guitarrrr. just dont know how toplay haha

29. Are you available?
NOPEEEEEEEEE

30. I say SHOTGUN, you say:
WEDDING!

 
     
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12:14pm 16/04/2007
  my hair is shortttt  
     
[{be a king for a day}]
 
i think   
09:11am 16/04/2007
  today, since i dont have practice anymore,i'll get my haircut  
     
[{be a king for a day}]
 
im not even gonna lie   
07:43pm 03/04/2007
 

i totally like avril lavignes new song girlfriend.

not gonna lie, its pretty kickass.

 
     
2.00 [{be a king for a day}]
 
so   
05:45pm 02/04/2007
 

i like when my boy surprises me. just not so much when i already make plans. and i get home from work and i get a call that says hey we're on sumner ave on our way to get you. whoa whoa whoa who is we? thought it was just gonna be me and corey. nope.

 

but surprises are nice since hes not too good at it haha

got my prom dress!!! im so excited. me and corey are goinggg

 
     
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in case you were wondering   
08:30pm 23/03/2007
 
mood: happy
i made varsity.

today was a good day.

VARSITY<3
one month with the boy<3
prom<3
apples<3


nice.

i need a dress.

im spending tomorrow with the boy. once i get out of work at 4.and he gets to meet my mom tomorrow. isnt he the lucky one. last night i hung out with him. it was nice<3 but then again every second i spend with him is nice<3.

everything is wonderful now
 
     
2.00 [{be a king for a day}]
 
ha im soooo bored   
08:31pm 12/03/2007
   
     
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ok last one i swear   
08:25pm 12/03/2007
 
maybe )
 
     
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another one?   
08:04pm 12/03/2007
   
     
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so this is all this is good for   
05:52pm 12/03/2007
 
mood: bored
1. Three feelings at the moment?
tired, bored, hungry

2. What are you listening to right now?
SUPERSONICCC-ff5

3. Done anything you regret so far this week?
not really

4. Describe where you are right now.
my house

5. What's happening this weekend?
well let's see, hanging out with annmarie and katelyn and corey obviously

6. What are you craving to have right now?
um..shepards pie

7. Who were the last people you went out to dinner with?
annmarie and katelyn. we get pancakes 

8. What are you scared of?
SNAKES

10 What is your heritage?
Irish!!!!

11. Are you thinking of someone right now?
core-bor

12. Britney Spears is a skank. Agree or disagree?
hmmm...shes just a confused person

13. Last thing you downloaded on your computer.
colt 45 by afroman

15. Have you changed much this year?
um
 i guess you could say that

16. Say something about the person who posted this before you:
shes kick ass

18. How many homes have you lived in?
2

19. What food did you eat last night?
a saingwichhhhhhhhh

20. Who was the last person to text message you?
corey

21. Do you speak any other language other than English?
nope

22. Last thing you watched on TV?
i forget

23. Do you dress for style or comfort?
Comfort

24. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
the hannah montana girl, but more importantly harpo marx

25. Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
not yet

26. Who would win a fight... you or the other girl/boy?
me

27. What's your favorite cereal character?
the lucky charms guy

28. What is your favorite Michael Jackson song?
thriller

29. Who are you crushing on right this very moment?
um,my bf?

30. Drinking or drugs?
Drinking

31. Plans for tonight?
laundry, hmwrk, oh boy what fun

32. what are you looking forward to?
this weekend/tomorrow after school

33. Favorite teacher of all time?
my 5th grade teachers

34. Last time you smiled?
um, i always smile

35. Do you love someone right now?
family? but corey and i are just in "like" with each other
 
     
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